This story is a full comic I want to develop. This is kinda like a way to represent malodaptive daydreaming but in an actual dream. This story is about Adeline Müller, summer has arrived and things are never good for her, her egoistic mother is recklessly talking on the phone with someone again, she got sent to her room for just looking too sad, and she's afraid her dad is just as horrible as her mother. But she's getting these dreams about a weird world...the people she met in thise dreams get her but maybe...there are secrets in those dreams she might find out soon...
Adeline Müller’s new diary| 03/14/2013
Well, to start me off, some of my family members say “poor young girl, she had a bright mind before”. Because it was true, I had a grand imagination. But mom? She wanted a successful doctor or a lawyer, not an artist, that won’t make any money, right?
Don’t get me started on how religious Mother is, I don’t believe in God, but mother insists I should. If only I wasn’t forced into a neglectful house. I’m quiet enough that my family asks “why is she so quiet”, the answers mother would give…I would feel like arguing but I chose not to…oh “she’s just difficult to talk to”, oh “she doesn’t appreciate her family enough”, give me a break, I’m just silently wishing to grow up faster and move out. It’s the last year of Junior High, mother bragged to the other parents about my grades, shut up already, you’re embarrassing me. I don’t want other people to think I’m a huge ego like her, I know I’m already good academically, no wonder I have no friends, I’m just a self absorbed kid, just like her. At least this composition book can become my new diary, I have a lot of things I need to get off my shoulders. Anyways, I’m Adeline, the quiet nerd apparently. I was born in Germany but my family moved to America.
Birthday 10/24/1997
I absolutely hate Junior High, these people are so rude, I’m already sick of those nerd comments, I'm glad to get out of that hell. Trendy isn’t exactly my style. My mom forces me to dress like I’m in collage, girl, I wished I could wear colorful T shirts but noooooo. I’ll also share some things that I would never say about me to anyone, especially mother.
I’m Sapphic, guys are too hard to handle. My pronouns are she/her, Gummy/Gummyself, and Zi/Zir. I love snacks and candy, especially sour gummy worms. My style is Decora. I love really colorful things, my favorite bands are System of A Down, Bikini Kill, and Fall out boy, I also love a few K-pop groups. I’m a video game girl, my older brother gave me an old copy of Legend of Zelda, and Sonic CD for my 14th birthday, I love retro games. It’s the end of 8th grade, my mom is putting me in a high school at Massachusetts after summer since we’ll move there and dad is also working there, yay! I haven’t seen him in a while, I hope he isn’t like my mom…
Also I’ll show you my persona! She’ll be representing me from now on in this diary
